The more and more I get involved in feeling the more I want to feel. Its strange I have spent the last 25 years trying not to feel emotions then suddenly I find myself in this higher vibration still trying not to feel. Not to say old patterns aren’t hard to break, but I not only had old patterns I REALLY like my old patters. I would praise them, dance with them , make passionate love to them and more so invite them into new pattens as if they were supposed to be there. (Ga-WHAT?)

I get the feeling you see the theme in this blog.
PATTERNS. What are patterns? Habitual routines, DNA, hereditary issues passed down, lessons to be learned, a cycle of conundrums… YES!
Let’s define patterns: A pattern, from the French patron, is a type of theme of recurring events or objects, sometimes referred to as elements of a set. These elements repeat in a predictable manner. It can be a template or model which can be used to generate things or parts of a thing, especially if the things that are created have enough in common for the underlying pattern to be inferred, in which case the things are said to exhibit the unique pattern. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patterns)
Wo-What! I have been recreating the same underlying patterns each time I decide to react the same way that I was in past, thinking I would get a different result… huh? (I believe that’s the definition if INSANITY…)
As you can see we live in an age of definition and patterns. If physical-brandi(self) knows patterns, scientific-self has realized there is a manipulation available to the patterns and spiritual-self knows this (and should have stepped up during chaos), then we can recreate new patterns where all things are available and it can be really FUN! Check it- 1-2-1-2 are you hearing this!
Knowing that all things are available to you, try and recreate a NEW pattern today. Choose the subject in which your hearts desire and infuse your day with bits and pieces of that subject. Recognize it as being there and be thankful for it. By doing so you have recreated and new pattern.
Basically, its up to you and the cycle of life depends on you and your happiness. (CYCLE OF LIFE… thats another time.) Go and do something different today.
Blessings,
BV aka BLove aka BWonderful aka BAllThings